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Entering the Void with the Eyes Open

Each morning, as I meditate on Nature, I try to discern the message that Nature has for me. This morning the sky at sunrise was torquoise. There were puffy, satiny coral clouds, through which a jet was inscribing a straight line. I was drawn to notice the contrast between the curvaceous lines of Nature and the straight line drawn by the jet. Then a tiny bug flew right in front of me. His path was slightly meandering, although headed in a definite direction. He was being true to his own nature.

It occurred to me that in order to truly be in the world with the eyes open, I must not be hiding who I am. I must be brave enough to be myself. Otherwise, the fear that hiding conveys also obscures my own vision of the Truth.

The Peaceful Mind

Late Afternoon Sky (August 29, 2012, 5:40 pm, Anchorage, AK)

This morning as I lay in bed, I found my mind becoming active. It was running along a familiar grove, ruminating over some impression from the day before. I was reminded that I have a choice. I can either allow myself to be absorbed in this thought, or return to what has been called “ground luminosity,” through attention to the breath that courses as one force in the center of my being.

When I got up, I allowed myself to go onto Facebook. Here I beheld a post that aggravated me; it was harder to let this go than the other thought, because it had an emotional charge. I am grateful I was able to do so. It would be better if I avoided the pitfalls completely, by not putting my attention on things that I know aggravate my mind, but I am grateful that I am able to remember my purpose and goal, and move on.

Centering Technique for Any Moment

 

Take a deep releasing breath and drop down into your heart. Ask, “What do I really want?”

Take another deep releasing breath and drop down into your body and ask, “What is my next step?”

This simple centering technique provides instant insight into what is really going on for you at all levels, and it will give you something you can move forward on right away.

— Michelle Casto

Grass at Sunset (August 27, 2012, 8:47 pm, Anchorage, AK)

Entering the Void with the Eyes Open

If you look around, you can find a face of God in each thing, because He is not hidden in a church, in a mosque, or a synagogue, but everywhere. As there is no one who lives after seeing him, there is also no one dying after seeing Him. Who finds Him stays forever with Him.

–Shams Tabrizi

Rose Hips and Dragonfly (August 29, 2012, 5:34 pm, Anchorage, AK)

This is the final drawing of this series, still in progress. As I drew the rose hips on the front hedge, a dragonfly landed smack on the drawing. I had already photographed a dragonfly that landed on our mailbox earlier, so I used the photo as a guide to bring Dragonfly into the drawing. It felt so right to have him in it! Perfect! The perfect ending for this series. Dragonfly has always been a sign to me that the ancestors are near.

The Need to be Right

Nothing is more self-defeating than the need to be “right.” It very effectively bars the gate to true understanding. It guarantees that one will not be able to be of significant help to oneself or others. It throws a thick blanket in front of the potential to experience awe and wonder. It can give one a sense of having a life of passion and purpose– but, in truth, that life is dry and hollow and full of strife.

Reflections on this Assignment

The challenge of this assignment “Art in the Making: Entering the Void with the Eyes Open,” has been to progress along the path toward awakening by engaging in open-eyed meditation. The ultimate goal is to attain Shiva Dristi, the eyes of Shiva, to become Shiva, to realize Unity awareness where subject and object are not separate, but One. The teachings of Kashmir Shaivism address various means of attaining this state.

Unity awareness happens with efforts made after one has received spiritual initiation from a realized Master. Through this initiation the Kundalini energy is awakened, and under the tutelage of the Master, the student makes efforts under his own inner guidance (from the awakened Kundalini) which meet the grace that is being showered upon him/her.

Previous to this assignment, I spent perhaps three years practicing meditation on nature. This involved short segments of time (sometimes longer) of being attentive to nature in the morning, with awareness of the breath. (This practice was in addition to a longer morning meditation practice as well as other spiritual practices such as chanting and selfless service to my path.)

It was from all of this, but specifically from the nature meditations, that the assignment was born. Drawing was to be employed as a means to this end of becoming one with the object of observation. What came up in the gap between subject and object were: fear of the unknown, a sense of personal inadequacy, and a resistance to surrendering fully to the process.

I cannot say at this point that I have achieved the goal. Often my experiences of unity still come during meditation with the eyes closed and meditation on the form of the Master– and in pure meditation on nature. When the pen is in hand, it is harder because the aforementioned “obstacles” appear.

Nevertheless, I have faith in the assignment. I know it was right for me. And I will continue to take my inner guidance regarding what assignment comes next. I am certain that these assignments are stepping stones along the path to the goal of unbroken unity awareness.