This morning during meditation I tapped into the well of contentment. That reminded me of my intention to work on mindfulness. I set myself to stop before each new activity and allow myself to become present through breath awareness coupled with listening (listening with breath awareness came up when I was doing my morning sunrise meditation outside.) I am putting this in the blog to help me to remember to:
PAUSE before each task to reignite PRESENCE so that I can do that task with mindfulness.
When you meditate deeply enough on compassion, there will arise in you a strong determination to alleviate the suffering of all beings, and an acute sense of responsibility toward that noble aim. There are two ways, then, of mentally directing this compassion and making it active.
The first way is to pray to all the buddhas and enlightened beings, from the depths of your heart, that everything you do, all your thoughts, words, and deeds, should only benefit beings and bring them happiness. In the words of one great prayer: “Bless me into usefulness.” Pray that you benefit all who come in contact with you, and help them transform their suffering and their lives.
The second and universal way is to direct whatever compassion you have to all beings, by dedicating all your positive actions and spiritual practice to their welfare and especially toward their enlightenment. For when you meditate deeply on compassion, a realization dawns in you that the only way for you to be of complete help to other beings is for you to gain enlightenment. From that a strong sense of determination and universal responsibility is born, and the compassionate wish arises in you at that moment to attain enlightenment for the benefit of all others.”
She is the Hag, the Wild Woman, the Wise Woman. She is Baba Yaga, La Loba, Hecate.
Embedded in her name is the weight of history, religious persecution, torture, death, and the stigma of what remains – “evil doer”, “stick rider”, “night monster”.
But before that, she was the Knowing One, the Diviner, the One with Inner Wisdom. Because of her tumultuous history, few of us are willing to know her intimately. But she lives on.
There is an aura of darkness around her – from her past, from what is still unknown. And yet, we felt her between our fingers in the dirt as children, sensed her in the shadows, heard her breathing beneath the bed before we fell asleep.
We love her and we fear her. She is the part of us we cannot forget and yearn to bring back to life.
There is a vitality, a life force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action, and because there is only one of you in all of time, this expression is unique. And if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and it will be lost. The world will not have it.
It is not your business to determine how good it is nor how valuable, nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open. You do not even have to believe in yourself or your work. You have to keep yourself open and aware to the urges that motivate you.
To create an atmosphere conducive to meditation, a few things are necessary. You must make your lifestyle simple and disciplined, so that there is no unnecessary cause for restlessness or dispersion of the mind. You must develop the habit of remaining satisfied with whatever comes to you, so that your mind remains filled with a radiant gladness. You must keep a watchful eye on what happens in your mind when it comes into contact with external objects, so that this awareness of objects may be transformed into an awareness of self.—Sri Anirvan, Inner Yoga
Earth may become on an instant all faery . . . and earth and air resound with the music of its invisible people… You may see the palace chambers of nature where the wise ones dwell in secret . . . and know an eternal love is within and around you, pressing upon you and sustaining with infinite tenderness your body, soul and spirit. – A.E.